May 2026
May is a month of flowering. The Flower Moon of May in its fullness is within it. This moon represents our striving to give ourselves, and to find new openings for our spirit. Without your heart you cannot receive or enjoy. How much do you have left of it?
May is a month to recover your heart, and you can if you are not afraid of the experience of birth required to get it back. Each full moon reflects the energy of our giving, and in so doing, the fullness of our lives that opens new doors. As we do, receiving and gifts return to us. Both giving and receiving are acts of love that give us hope and bring the light.
The new moon each month represents the healing that comes from our willingness to face the darkness of illusion that is inside us, and projected outside us in our perception. Every emotion that has ever come from us — whether heartbreak, guilt or revenge — is meant to hide our fear of going forward. In the same way, every accident or illness expresses our fear of going forward.
Our emotions show the dark side of what we are feeling, and whether we will use the emotion to either heal or separate becomes our choice. Our wounds are gold mines that will either produce bondedness in our lives, or justification for the dark path we are taking away from the light, toward death. Healing clears the misunderstandings we wounded ourselves with, which we used to justify our separation and specialness.
We are either on a path of love, or one where we are using whatever happens to build our independence, which we justify through the incidents we set up. This comes from the scripts we wrote, and are writing, for attention and dark glamor. We either build our life on love or on specialness, the ego’s substitute for love that makes life “all about me.” The path of love goes beyond limitations, as we offer ourselves in love to the creative force that rests within us. The path of healing faces our limitations and mistakes instead of attacking ourselves, as our ego does. To obscure the possibility of innocence for ourselves and others, we become aware that our ego’s self-attack is used in order to not step forward to a new level.
The Tao is always at work, opening us to a new level by exposing the darkness of our mistaken choice; which led to wounds that we used to attack ourselves or another. The alternative is letting the Holy Spirit choose for us. The Holy Spirit recognizes the opportunity to recover a part of ourselves that we had projected onto another in our fear to proceed. The Holy Spirit is the way back to our wholeness, on the way back to Oneness.
Seen through the Tao, everything becomes an opportunity to choose love and justice instead of vengeance. This allows us to see the mistaken darkness within, so it can be corrected, and brought to light our life. Everything then becomes an opportunity to dissolve the darkness and see in the light of love as it was meant to be.
Looked at through the Holy Spirit’s eyes, everything is an opportunity for freedom. He brings the light that shows the path of giving forth, or forgiveness. That in each dark incident in our lives we could now use His vision to heal the old or ancient karma, and thus dismiss the pattern of projection on others of our old or ancient selves. This gives us another opportunity to hear the calls for help made by those who are acting badly. In this way we give up the excuse to not face our fear. Others around us represent the selves within us we have yet to forgive, and thus we continue to hold a conflict within us that is projected on the outside.
May brings us to a crossroads once again. Here we can choose the path of healing and love as the way to find our way back to Heaven, our home that still awaits us with welcome.
Those around us are a key to our unfolding path. They are either a gateway to Heaven or to hell. As we see them, we see ourselves. As we act toward them, we act toward ourselves. We use how they act toward us either to help them and ourselves, or as an excuse wrapped in pain and separation to not go forward. In this our parents, partners, siblings and children represent key parts of our soul that we were hoping to bring to wholeness. If we don’t, we use them to stay separate and special.
May is a grand buffet in this regard. It reflects a panoramic view of our soul’s intention in this life. Will we use this month for healing and for love, or for judgment and separation?
The world is a great illusion. Our perception is a projection of our mind and its fantasies. We can see the world as a great opportunity to bring unity, or we can take it as a justification to be right, stay independent, and justify how we are acting in our life. You choose the path to follow by either choosing to be a witness to the lovelight, or to the path of specialness. Specialness takes opportunities to glut itself on the attention of what it has accomplished, or on the dark glamor of being wounded. We will either witness our judgment in action, or we will turn our negativity into compassion, and dissolve some darkness in our lives and the world. Our needs are witness to old separations we made by not answering the calls for help; but instead used them in judgment to separate and make an identity for ourselves.
In May we have the opportunity to dispel the darkness from old and ancient separations, bringing understanding and forgiveness to free ourselves, and unify the world. This generosity brings the fragrant flowering of May. Otherwise, we remain in the prison of the past without seeing the possibility of pardon and reprieve.
May is a month of miracles. This is an opportunity to save a great deal of time, and leap forward in peace. Our perception of what we see and experience is the gauge of how we are doing. We can use it for bringing flowers into our life and the lives of others, or to stay stuck based on fear.
May is a month in which we can redeem the end of the year, making 2026 and beginning of 2027 much brighter. If we miss the opportunity, May will be a pleasant month but not a transcendent one, and we will continue as we did before, needing rude awakenings to motivate us to unify. May is a month of transition. How we use it shows us the path we intend to follow. If you learn of your ability to bring miracles, you will save much time for yourself and those you love. May can be simply a pleasant time if you ignore the opportunity for an easy birth into 2027, or it can be the beginning of a yearlong flowering.
May provides the chance to bring more enchantment to the world as a prelude to opening the angelic realm, which is needed for our succor. Do you want a little vacation from your prison cell? Do you want the way out of jail? And do you want to drop the load you’ve been carrying, the load that you have used in order to hide? May will reflect your choices. If you choose freedom, you will see every event, from the biggest to the smallest, as an opportunity for greater peace and joy. Every event can be a gateway to higher consciousness.
What comes up in your life is the Tao at work. The Tao unfolds things in the highest possible way, given what needs to be healed in your mind and the collective unconscious. Look out at the world. It is you as you believe yourself to be within, reflected back to you. Will you be part of the problem, or part of the solution? Will you judge or help? Healing puts you and those you’ve helped in a flow. What you have condemned through your judgment crucifies others and yourself at the same time.
May is meant to be a month of blessing and forgiveness, a chance to change a possible dark future. Bless all, and May flowers for you. Forgive your past as you wrote it. Any pain shows your mistake. Forgive the past, bringing everything to the blessing of the present, freeing the future of fear. In the present all things are redeemed. The past can be your prison, built brick by brick by your judgment-built by your pain instead of seeing the cry for help. Your pain was just a way of proclaiming that you are different and better than what you perceive. This is your specialness, proclaimed at the cost of self-love, helping another, and the bonding that brings love and success.
We have come to unify our mind and reclaim our gifts through bonding. This is what makes May a month of flowering; extending yourself to all, and helping those who are acting badly. They represent the selves we judged and left behind, which are now resurfacing for redemption. Your flowering invites the grace of miracles. Turn everything untoward over to the Holy Spirit for undoing.
Chuck Spezzano
Nightlight Newsletter
May 2026
Jiaxing, China