HEALING THE EXCUSE TO THROW YOURSELF AWAY is the card for today . This heals some very nasty patterns that attack both ourselves and everyone around us. It is our ‘shtick’ that we use as both tantrum and punishment hidden under a good amount of denial about our behavior.We are seeking control and trying to get others to treat us as the most special person . It attempts to make what is going on with us the most important thing .It is a place that we lack emotional maturity and integrity and we have been blind to it our process. Today is a giant step in our healing process. Let us heal this trap that at a deeper level is aimed at our parents and at the deepest level is aimed at God.